' I was at a highest peak with grey stones and boulders on my feet..I saw another peak just about one feet away from me, I tried to crossed to the other side, but after many attempts I still failed to reached the other one'...I woke up and my heart was beating so fast...I thought that it might be a sign of what to come..and its true...
I am composed now and can accept the fact and reality.
Sometimes good things come last..and maybe it won't come in one big package..
I'm not afraid of trying again, but I'm sure next year will be full with activities and chores and what not.
Sufiya is going to Smart Reader next year, and we have not planned for her transit yet, I'm not sure whether her brother will be going to a new place or just remained at the same school..and with new baby onboard..I can't imagine what will happen, but one thing for sure laundry will piled up more than usual and it will takes week to be folded and arrange according to their purpose (and colour ;)...
There are so many things to laid out and planned and I got only one month to arrange everything.Due to these I've neglect the one inside me..no baby talk, no light warm massage ..shame on me....but as hubby said, this baby knew how to attract my attention..and it was a scary one..!!..sorry baby, I'm too caught up with numerous task until I forgot to prioritized.
2 comments:
come on....cheer up!
I know how it feels, we're on the same shoes (but maybe diffrent size :)
p/s: maybe pasal tu kot dok teringat yesterday
heheh..same shoes , different size and colour..mine with no pearl or bling2...hahaha :-).. jangan marah noo..
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