Memerah otak

I woke up this morning with heavy head and mind..I slept a early but my mind keep on processing info and this one particular word keep on passing even when I closed my eyes - TACP...Town and Country planning Act..TACP..TACP...I've tried not to think of any of those but it was hard just like a CPU or keyboard yang dah hang...! Maybe because I haven't really studied that one, and they came haunting me..

That is what happen when you spend six hours in non-airconditioned hall answering two papers and each papers came with 7 questions and calculation..we only had hour hour break...I forgot my calculator and had to depend on my HP but of coz it can't display a large figure so I had to do it manually...not only we crack our head, our hand also had to take the pressure writtig for six hours and my back feels like I've been doing strenous exercise...!!

And it was just a trial exam yesterday..the real one is three weeks away, so I still have time to brush up on areas that I know I jawab cukup-cukup makan...

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We had Hadif's birthday celebration night before my trial exam..just a simple do..he loves cheese cake so much, keep on cucuk the cake and lick the cheese on his finger..but as usual Sufiya nak sibuk jugak.




For now, I just want to relax my mind and body without worrying about that exam..and I wish time mcm ni dok rendam kaki kat Titi Hayun...sejukkkk



Titi Hayun, Yan Kedah

Pendekar Kecil & Sa Re Ga Ma Pa

Hadif is already twelve months and celebrated his first birthday at this new house, he has started to walk for six or seven steps and few months from now his boundary for exploration wil be wider and that means more eyes will be on him to ensure his safety, people said that boys are more naughty and adventurous compared to girls..lets just wait and see.

And few years from now, he'll be running freely and by that time I just wish that I could enrolled him for martial art class..see mama have a BIG plan for this young man.. :-P

Not just any martial art but preferably 'Silat',..

My father has teached us (six girls) simple basic steps, but no further lesson on advance stage..and there was also no proper gelanggang except for our small living room, no bunga-bunga silat and pasang kuda-kuda. I grew up watching one of my relative used to teached a group of youngster infront of my house. The gelanggang was made up of guni tepung cap sauh and the area was light up by lampu gaslin...from my house I could see shadows with sharp movement and at that moment I wish I could join them.

And Pendekar Bujang Lapok is my all time favourite movie..

'Pendekar Mustar teaching Pasang kuda-kuda..'

I think one should not forget their roots no matter where they are, I love being a modern mom but deep down inside there is still a traditional part in me.

As for my husband's side, the kids can't depends on me to teach them of their Dada's culture therefore En Haffis please speak Benggali or Tamil with your child, I could only utter a few words which might sounds weird and lead to different meaning..Ayo..that's dangerous kan..! This last few weeks Sufiya has been watching this talent search program on Zee TV and there is no chance for us to switch channel, she just loves watching the kids singing in Hindi..:-) and everyday we have to make sure that only track no.12 song played in the car, she keep on asking for that Chaya Chaya song..the one that Shah Rukh Khan dance on top of moving train...



Have a great week a head people and don't forget your root :-)

Note to Birthday Boy

Dear Hadif,

It was already 4 days behind schedule, you was supposed to arrived last few days but you choosed to remained for a while in that comfort zone with no worries. So mama decided to go to Sadiq's for nasi kandar and after a hearty meal, went straight to the bank to withdraw some cash. It was a long Q, and it felt heavy down there but there was no any sign yet.

Your Mak Tok insisted us to go to the hospital for a check up since she taught that I was ready for the big moment..and she was right...after half hour my big belly was strapped with green belt, the doctor gave a green light to proceed to the labour room.

I learned a lot from first experienced and managed to control the pain and try not to inhale ethonoks due to its effect, I did practised what I read from all those website on controlling labour pain and breathing technics as well as some simple doas...Alhamdulillah after few hours, and at 7.14pm you were born..what an easy journey for my little boy......and choosing a name for you was not hard either..therefore Happy Birthday Mohamed Hadif


Hadif and Sufiya..they make us smile and laugh and cry


Hadif : bulat mata tengok flash :-P


Arhghhh..I loves his sweet smile..my handsome boy..




Hadif: always remember that even though your Kakak Sufiya loves to teased you and knock your head..deep down inside she loves you.

-Hope you'll be a great man one day-

p/s: Abah, what did you get your son for his big day...? amboii secret secret sampai simpan dalam store tak bagi i tengok..!! hahaha

Loves, hug and kissess

-Mama-

Inspiration

Have you ever inspired by just looking at people? Or just by their thoughts or ideas, by their expression and emotion? Sometimes meeting a complete stranger could change your whole life. The impact of their charisma, the magic of their charm and the power of words that they presents make you wants to sit down and have a good cup of tea alone and think of what you just saw and try to digest them and at the end of the day, you wish that you too could be like them...not just inspired by them but could also inspired other people.

Berani tapi takut

Back in the 80's Fun Fair and Pesta was highlight of the year, that was the time to enjoy the ride of Merry go round and kecut perut from the top of hanging cage with jagung rebus dalam tangan....rumah hantu was a must-visit to test our level of ketahanan mental and buang suara menjerit like hell upon seeing white entity with pale face by the staircase...

But my little girl experience it in a different environment..no ticket, no need to wait for bas bandaran and no need to wait for December to come..

This girl berani tapi takut..


Nak naik..tapi...




Hadif with 'Kicap' pose..anybody who watch Tom Tom Bak will know this character..but poor hubby thought that I perli my own son..isshh issh..tak kan la pulak..


Hadif..selamba je tengok his sister crying out loud..

Basic Instinct

Hubby is still in Penang and will only be back on Thursday and I hope that he does not forget to get some jeruk pelam and buah pala from Chowrasta...and if possible I would ask for cucur udang Gurney Drive..but the most important he come back to us in safe condition compared to the day he left for Penang with small cut and bruises on his right hand.

He came back last Saturday and asked about minyak gamat which has been missing since we moved here, I sensed something was wrong and he calmly explained that he fell and slipped at UTM's corridor and fell on his back...!!

My mind kept on spinning and I remembered few hours earlier I had an instinct..a bad one about him, I was in the bathroom with Sufiya and the floor was slippery and the first thing that across my mind was..'what if my hubby slipped in the bathroom...?what will I do..?'...I did not pray for worst case but just imagining the scenario...and during Asar I prayed for his safety..

Alhamdulillah it was not that bad but it sure does made me worry of what we wish for, what we think of and what we imagine...scary...

I believe that sometimes we could rely on our instinct, like the last few weeks, few days before the exam precisely, I had a hunch that I should revised on Act instead of Building Contract..and as expected I was asked 90% on Act...fuhhh...nasib baik

People said that when we have strong bonding not just like UHU glue but concrete and cement, we could feel and understand what the other person feel and sometimes there will be clue about their health and condition...it was not a clear sign but somehow we knew it...isn't life is beautiful...??

Menyambut, Menghantar dan Menunggu

There is something wrong with my PC since last few days, had difficulty to log in to blogger, could only blog hop and hop. Finally had to tumpang others..semangat nak update..

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Menyambut:

Since we move into this new house, we have been entertaining many guests almost every week, and we like those moment especially for Sufiya who loves attention from others.



Menu: keow teow sup by Kak Mumtaz..and somebody thought it was just a plain sup..so semua ayam2 ada didalam mangkuk tak diceduknya...Yang, next time kacau sikit kuah tu :-P


Hadif: "bilalah dapat rasa keow teow sup Mami ni, asyik dok makan bubuq nasi saja..!"


My in law was here for three days and once again somebody had a chance to makan banyak his favourite delicacies like keow teow sup and rassam. We went to UIA in PJ for Syafinaz registration, I had to be a co-pilot at the back of the car coz hubby went for Dragon Boat festival (which as expected they lose)...hahaha tak practise..tup tup nak join..macamana nak menang

Menghantar:

It was a second intake registration, and the process went smoothly but the rooms are too small where four people sharing a room which has been designed for two !! And the wardrobe was only one feet wide..that's it...and they have to squeeze into a small study table...the only best part for her is, her room mates are her classmate in Almashoor..I think that is the most essential part for a girl who never live far from her family....



A small room, congested with parents and students and adik beradik dok tolong susun barang.. notice the study table and small wardrobe is next to it


Gambar kenangan

The same day, back in Penang...other members of the family had their own brand of 'family day' complete with games..Qayyumm..please arrange another gathering when all of us balik nanti..and we want bigger prizes...bagi la Correlle, Claytan ke..boleh?

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Menyambut:

A girls best friend is not only a diamond like it always been associated and commercialised...and yesterday a best friend whom I last met was like 6 years ago gave me a call and in less than 20 minutes she and her family was in front of my house..it was a moment that we have been waiting for, we used to be in the same place, same hostel, same moment in our formative years..and yesterday we met again but in different environment, but her wide and warm smile is still the same..



Mimah's son..the last time I saw this handsome boy was many years ago..dulu2 I thought of naming my son Adam Iskandar..tapi hampa dapat dulu, anak Mimah pakai Iskandar and anak Lela pakai Adam...so I had to choosed other name :-)




My feature wall is still plain without any bright colour and wall deco..jom pi Ikea..

The best moment with Mimah was during rekrut..ingat tak Mimah...? She was the girl who always gives people her smile even though dok kena tengking dengan Pegawai Waran or Sarjan...and during latihan menembak she will cry each time she pushed the trigger...hahahha...betulkan Mimah...and we shared a breathtaking view on top of Gunung Tahan back in 1995...and Amir was there too... ;-P

But somebody got confused yesterday, the moment I told him that Mimah is coming, she imagine Simah..wooww..Simah all the way from Turkiye

I had a great time even though it was just a short stay..hope to see you again time balik Seberang Perak..kita ajak Lela sekali

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Menunggu:

On a heavier note..I'm still nervously and anxiously waiting for my Exam result, most in KL received theirs yesterday...Ya Allah bagilah aku pass exam ni....

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UPDATE @4.45

ALHAMDULILLAH...DAH PASS....Just received that precious letter from Board..thank you to hubby for your support and to all family and friends..BUT The journey does not stop here, I have to prepare for Written Exam which will be held on the 27th July..


Macam poyo..tapi nak jugak tampal kat sini..Alhamdulillah...kena posa esok

p/s: Mobb, aku nak ambik gambar lompat lepas ni..hahahah