Sunshine on my shoulder...

'Sunshine on my shoulder, makes me happy'

I've let it all out yesterday..and today its a new beginning, i saw the sun came out from behind the cloud, it shines through me..

Will look at things from different perspective..its 7.05am now

Sufiya just wake up and asking and mumbling about watching Fukuchan...haiii..too much tv la this kid

Okay folks...got to prepare an assignment on IBS ..and prepare for another exam..this year alone I have to sit for three exam..and by next month there'll be another exam, but that will be way different...Oh I might be playing guessing game here, but its too early...

..lets go and find John Denver's Sunshine on my shoulder

Tali bersimpul-simpul

I hate to think about it I got no choice but to think of what I am supposed to face and settle..there are so many things that jumble up now..mcm tali kapal yang bersimpul-simpul ..kena tarik pelan-pelan..jangan bagi terlepas dan tangan tak luka....kapal tak terlepas..tak karam...hanyut pun tak......

At this moment there four major things came to me at one time...

Will sail through ...

Waiting for birocracy to end..

Sometimes in life too much freedom is not what we need all the time, there should be certain boundary or line. Having total freedom for two months in a row and feeling no here nor there is even worst. You are stuck in the middle and sometimes feels like floating, you are not touching the white fluffy clouds and not even the ground.

Maybe this is what they call birocracy, they made decision but they haven't learn through experience, they submitted the bloody documentation but missed out certain important things, they made the mistake and made other people's life miserable.

Its been more than two months like this, just come and go without any purpose...not doing any job, not attending anything..but missing is not the option, that is against the law.

It feels like your right has been denied, you got no purpose going to that place at 8.30am and go back at 5.30pm..its better if I have other choice but that other choice is also depends on the other letter that we have been waiting for three months now...See, I got two letters that will change many things in life, two letters that will give me more option and choice...

The later is not much a problem in terms of waiting,..but the former made me miserable BIG TIME...this is one of the reason I hate joining the g#v...you are depending on many level's decisions and many people's signature to send just one piece of paper.

They said be patient...but they don't know the feeling of not doing anything and not having things that you're supposed to have is like 'melukut di tepi gantang'. (sapa tak paham, pi cari buku peribahasa melayu)

Oh I just wish that all these sad episode will end soon with a happy ending..mcm Shah Rukh Khan kata dlm filem 'Om Shanti Om'..'if its not a happy ending, than its not the end..'

On a lighter note; Sufiya can now baca doa makan on her own..Syukur..thats the start of a happy episode I guess..

Have a nice weekend

Watercolour session

We spent the weekend at home as usual and this time around Hadif got his first chance to play with the colours while abah was busy preparing his assignment. It was 30 minutes session that turn the not only a blank paper into artwrk but also the ceramic tiles became their canvas...

As long as they are happy..I don't mind the mess...




Sufiya's painting with bold and strong stroke, she choosed the colour by herself..luckily I bought her a cheap sable brush from Nanyang Art Supply in Petaling Street coz it is now look like a worn out brush just after few session...

Both of them were expressing their idea..Sufiya tend to focus on one area with strong colour while Hadif played around just dot dot but he managed to utilised the whole paper.

Hadif with his first water colour experience..painting the paper and all over his body and he really had a great time

He just recovered from chicken pox but I haven't put on those lotion..shall wait for few more days....need to plan for this weekend activities since hubby will be in Penang, need to asked for company during his absence due to some 'horrifying experience' last Sunday until I had to called 999..those who read my FB would know the story.....

Hope everything gonna be okay...Insyaallah..

Demam Campak

He is still sleeping and I hope that he could sleep for another one hour..it was a sleepless night..the rashes appearead all over his body now and some on his feet. But luckily he is still an active boy, last year it was Sufiya's turn and today she could simply said '..eiii..muka adik biji-biji'...

I had this experience too during SPM trial exam..and my report card came with zero,zero,zero all over those column where it supposed to be C or B or A...and I had difficulty eating capati after recovery coz I had this wierd imagination of my face equal to a capati..notice the black dot on capati...:-P

Hope Hadif will get it over soon..till then

Update:

Hubby brought home this daun mambu (Azadirachta Indica) for traditional healing..rendam dlm air, dan bagi mandi...

Same goes with this biji ketumbar (coriander seed)

M.A.C Magic,Mirth and Mischief

'Women are always beautiful' - Ville Valo

No matter who we are and where we are at this stage of life, beauty is part of being a women..and sometimes it need so enhancement or some magic with the right tools and colours..

I was at M.A.C latest promotion at Suria Klcc last Wednesday..it was all full of magical colours with bright pink,purple and black all over the floor. All ladies in black equip with brushes and mirror ready to make our day by giving free make over and for one day you can feel the difference between our normal makeup and the one done by the pro.. :-)

Stage makeup with purple eye shadow and sparkling lip gloss..it was all about magic and mirth

Part of the promotion area..even one mamat bangla posed here..hehe

View towards M.A.C make over area..they are having 5 days promo for their latest palette eyeshadow and brushes which come with a cute poach bag..

I love the combination of all these colours..simply stunning

Even the floor looks dreamy with pink and black and red

For further info you can go here

I love the M.A.C Mascara and lipgloss..and their eyeliner which come in a small bottle and we have to use a small brush to apply them..just like a painting :-) Its all about Magic,Mirth and Mischief..

Beauty is expensive tho...

Water colour class for kids

Weekend in this house is always revolves around the three of us since owner of the house is always away for his classes or work, I still find some time to make our weekend meaningful despite screaming in between cooking coz Hadif has started climbing the staircase and will give me a big grin whenever he saw my face...and Sufiya as always still trying to be a big sister and there are times that she act more than a sister, and Hadif have to bear the consequenses..that means more crying for him coz his big sister is so garang...poor little boy.

This is her painting from nursery- crayon on paper..she have a bold and strong stroke compared to her friends..sampai terkeluar gambar...

Sufiya has explored using coloured pencil on A4 paper and drawing paper, so last Saturday I gave her new activity to stimulate her mind and her motor skill...she loves the brush since Barbie-Rapunzel are using the same tools (she watch that movie many many time..and now influenced by all things Rapunzel and pink..)

She did it all by herself..started with lines, circles and dots..and she choosed all the colours for her painting but I supervised on the water mixing...It took more than 30 minutes to create her first piece..while Hadif was busy enjoying his kuih makmor and kuih batang buruk (taste pakcik2 Hadif ni)

Proud painter with her first watercolour painting - 'Abstract'

When using watercolour for kids we need to ensure that the product is safe (refer to the product label) and of coz the brush, which are mostly hog brush, so opted for synthetic brush which gives almost the same effect. They are cheaper that hog brush which some could cost up to RM60 for one piece..I saw one brush made in China, using squirrel hair, for water colour and the brush is so fine but the price is like WTH...RM50++ for one small brush..what an expensive hobby.




At the end the most important thing is she is happy and proud of her painting and started talking about it to everbody..