New Beginning

Today is the first day I am back at the office, it feels different after two weeks spending time traveling from Putrajaya to KL..no more rushing and leaving the house at 6.30am and leaving the kids while they were still in dreamland.

But in our life everyday is a new one, new experience with colourful event. I left the house with Sufiya and her abah while little Hadif stay with her bibik..it was a hard decision but we have not much option, therefore hiring an assistant or helper is what we need at this moment.

While I'm writing this, hubby has reached Penang and might be enjoying teh tarik at Kapitan or nasi ganja or he might have cucur udang Gurney...jelesnya i...please tapau for me..kuah asing!! and don't forget my rojak 101 and jeruk campur-campur for nursery too....

I am very over protective at this moment, maybe this is a new beginnning leaving your baby with someone else, a strange in your house without knowing their detail and true colours...I just pray for their safety wherever they are...my heart is always at home no matter where I go...

We have decided that Sufiya will continue with her nursery since she has started joining a class..she had fun singing and learning and mingle with her friend..and she have a new friend - Amanda...now there are Nasha, Comel and Amanda...
I think that small kids could understand or more sensetive towards their surrounding, especially emotional part...maybe they could sense it...and that is what happen to her...she was sad last week and keep hugging her teacher...therefore we have to change our plan for the sake of her happiness and educational development..but the best thing is still IF I could take care of them all by myself...